for all my life, i am yours.

24th January 2011

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I still love you. But when I saw the way you looked at her, I realized there’s no use trying to convince you otherwise.

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22nd January 2011

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希望你的愛能永遠幸福 :

每當寒風蕭瑟的時候，總可以緊緊的抱著你

每當大雪紛飛打雪仗的時候，總可以看著彼此冷得通紅的鼻子

每當細雨濛濛的時候，總可以和你坐在窗旁，喝著咖啡聊天

和你再一起，似乎所有事都做得到

和你分開後，什麼事都做不了

想念你，是我的錯

現在我的心為你祈禱著，希望你的愛 永遠幸福。

22nd January 2011

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I miss being a little kid. You fall asleep in the couch and magically transfer to your bed.

cool-kids-wear-vans:

5th January 2011

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“So many people are in pain- no matter how smart or accomplished- they cry, they yearn, they hurt. But instead of looking down on things, they look up, which is where I should have been looking, too. Because when the world quiets to the sound of your own breathing, we all want the same things: comfort, love, and a peaceful heart.” -Mitch Albom, have a little faith

20th December 2010

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back to singapore.

tired, and have to deal with a whole load of drama.

i think i’m the problem.

zzz.

12th December 2010

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After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul and you learn that love doesn’t mean leaning and company doesn’t always mean security. And you begin to learn that kisses aren’t contracts and presents aren’t promises and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes ahead with the grace of woman/man, not the grief of a child and you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow’s ground is too uncertain for plans and futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight. After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much so you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure you really are strong you really do have worth.

27th November 2010

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empty

there is nothing more satisfying than not having to worry about studies for the time being, knowing that the long-awaited break has finally arrived.

been rather busy, having days packed and lined up with activities. well, top priority now is BTT, gym and headphones.

i wouldnt say friday was good. balling was good. but something else wasnt. well, i’m still really glad for my team, especially the ones from my batch. balling seems to be less appealing for some reason, but its still too early to judge.

prom’s coming up. a total headache. but at least ”post-prom” is gonna be gooood! (:

i wanna work. earn money.

and it is still disturbing how the world works. everyone’s probably brain-washed(quote xiaoqi) and the elitists are planning a world domination. haha. we are all forced to believe in what they think would be good, and we’re losing our own minds already. true to a certain extent, i have to agree.

seeing people/couples on the street just makes me feel sick. not feverish sick, but that feeling you get from standing on top of a 40 storey building while looking down. that sickening gut feeling. probably cause it’s a reminder of how i have failed(and will probably continue to). it is also highly satirical. or mocking. like at the worst of times, you have to be reminded of your own failures by looking at someone’s success. ironic. i cannot ignore it though it makes me feel like crap. and i don’t know what i can do to stop failing.

life’s depressing. sigh.

and i havent felt genuinely really happy in a while. forgotten the feeling of it perhaps. like how i have forgotten what it feels like to fall asleep at 10/11pm.

sigh rants rants rants.

i just want to be normal.

sidenote, it’s funny how fast my mood can change, started out this post optimistic, now…

hopeful pessimist. (quote xq)